Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Y
Iris signed out after maths today. She said her whole body felt cold though she was already wearing a jacket. So we went to the General Office (G.O.) to ask where we could look for Mrs Wee. The person there asked us which Mrs Wee cause apparently there's a lot of Mrs Wee in MI. Then we told her the Mrs Wee that teaches GP. We went up to the 2nd after knowing that we had to go to the staff room to look for her. Iris and I looked for the number to dial to her phone in the staff room and I called her. However, she was not at her seat so another teacher told me where to look for her.
We walked to the classroom #01-11 which is quite far from the G.O. Then we interupted her lesson and asked her whether Iris could sign out. She said we need to go to the G.O. and get sign out slip, let her sign, let HOD sign and give it back to the G.O. person. We went to the G.O. get slip, let her and HOD sign and give it back to G.O. Finally, Iris can go home. So complicated ...
By the way, Iris's mum fixed her pencil box. But that does not mean I'm not at fault or what. I will handle my friends stuff with care in the future. At least I learnt something through this incident.
I took 178 bus with Kun Bei, Yen Chin, Jolinne and Kaki. Kaki alighted at Bukit Batok interchange to take train home. Jolinne alighted at Bukit Timah. Kun Bei at Marsling. Yen Chin and I took all the way to woodlands. I made Kun Bei cried on the bus. But I never bully her. Guess it was because I was too funny?
Oh dear, Iris's not going to school tomorrow because she's having high fever (40 degrees celsius). Sad case. She having 3 days MC! Am I gonna be alone till next week?
To be continued ... ....
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Monday, January 29, 2007 Y
Today while having chinese lesson, i played around with Jolinne's rulers. Then i realise that Iris also have the same ruler as Jolinne. Hence, I decided to search for Iris's ruler and play. After looking for the ruler, I wanted to zip the pencil box back. I used too much strength to cause the zip to be spoilt. Later did I found out from Iris that she bought the pencil box with Hui Rong. Oh my God! What have I done! I truely hope that Iris's Mum will be able to fix it back. I'm feeling so guilty and sad now. Sorry Iris. I'm really sorry... ...
We can say sorry for infinity times;the hurt has already been done.
Darn... The econs teacher read out my name (Winine) out to the whole lecture room including 07S12, 07S13, 07S14 and 07S15. I was like so malu. I hate my name!
-Sorry's just a word to lessen the guilt but never the pain.
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Friday, January 26, 2007 Y
Had so much fun today during Maths lesson. Iris and I was like thinking of jokes and riddles to ask each other and Justina. Then Iris and me laugh like crazy. Luckily, the maths teacher didn't scold us. Though he was on the verge to do so but the bell saved us. We went causeway point for lunch with Xinying. Sijia couln't join us because her lesson ends at 1.15pm. Pooor Sijia, hope she can tahan. I ate the Cavana sweet and sour chicken rice which costs the same as the Chicken Cutlet rice in the coffeeshop below my house. But it's much better. Walked around Causeway Point after that. I just realise that Causeway Point is much bigger than TM. Anyway, Iris mentioned about taking Neoprints to keep as a memory that we went MI. Hope we really do take a picture together someday. We talked about the shows we watched during the holidays on our way home. I enjoyed myself today.
-Life can be simple only if you don't think too difficult.
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Thursday, January 25, 2007 Y
Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful |
 You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules. You Should Study: Art Art history Architecture Comparative religions Eastern religion Education Music Philosophy |
OMG! Am I more suitable for the arts than science? I once did a quiz. It says I am in the middle. Not very science and not very arts. Haha. Hmmm, interesting ...
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007 Y
Loneliness is not something you can overcome but it is something you must get used to. Iris's not going to school tomorrow. Bet I'lll be some loner freak. I hate GP and Home tutor period!
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Saturday, January 20, 2007 Y
Hello, I'm here to blog again. Just added a song to my blog. It's Jewel by Ayumi Hamasaki. (the girl in the picture on top) Jewel's a really nice song. I got the lyrics translation here. There's Romaji so u can sing along. Lol ... Enjoy
JEWEL (Romaji transliteration)
Haiiro no shikakui Sora no shita wo kyou mo
Arayuru yokubou ga Ume tsukusu
Sono naka de hikari wo Mi ushinawazu mae wo
Muite arukeru no wa Itsumo Kimi ga
Kono machi no katasumi ni mo Kegare no nai
Mono ga nokotte iru koto Oshiete kureru kara
Tsukare hateta karada de Nemuri ni tsuita kimi wo
Boku wa iki wo hisomete Mite ita
Sekaijuu de Tada hitori Boku dake ga shitte iru
Muboubi de Itoshii Yokogao
Atarimae no you ni Hizashi ga furi sosogi
Yasashii kaze Yureta Aru hi no koto
Boku no naka de Nani ka ga Sotto tsuyoku
Tashika ni kawatte yuku no wo Hitori Kanjite ita
Kanashiku nanka nai no ni Namida ga koboreta no wa
Kimi no omoi ga itai kurai ni
Boku no mune no oku no Kizuato ni shimi konde
Yasashisa ni Kaete kureta kara
Moshi mo Kimi ga fukai Kanashimi ni deattara
Boku ni mo Wakete kureru to ii na
Sono egao no tame nara Nan datte dekiru darou
Boku no taisetsu na takaramono
Boku no taisetsu na takaramono
JEWEL (English translation)
Again today, all of my desires
Bury everything under the square, gray sky.
The reason I can face foward
And walk among them without losing sight of the light
Is that you always tell me *(1)
That in some corner of this city
There are still things left that aren't smudged. *(2)
I held my breath as I watched you
Fall asleep completely exhausted.
I am the only one in the whole world
Who knows this vulnerably precious profile.
One normal day, with sunlight pouring in
And the gentle wind swaying,
I felt on my own that something was certainly changing,
Softly, but strongly, inside of me.
I wasn't sad at all, but the reason
I brimmed with tears
Was that you had seeped through the scar in my heart
And turned it in to such a tenderness *(3)
That it hurt to think of you.
If you should happen to come across a deep sadness,
I wish that you would share it with me.
I think I could do anything for your smile,
My precious treasure.
My precious treasure.
NOTES: 1. 教えてくれるから literally means "because you taught me", but "to teach" has a very academic feel in English, whereas here it has the feel of "because you advised me [against thinking that everything was dirty]"
2. 汚れのないもの means "things that have no smudge/stain/dirt/grime/impurities". "Stain" is the most poetic of them all, but English "stain" means more of a discoloration (that can still be clean), whereas 汚れ is probably best related to a stain caused by dirt and grime. I chose to say "things that aren't smudged", because it was still somewhat poetic, without sounding as condescending and contemptuous as "dirty, filthy things".
3. This line tries to express that the scar prevented her from feeling tenderness before. Her heart was scarred and damaged, and he changed that damage in to the ability to care and feel tenderness for someone. I said "tenderness" because using the more suitable "caring" as a noun is awkward and hard to catch in English.
translated and credited to: evolusean @
AHSlink:
http://www.jpopmusic.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=66002&start=15&sid=5fc139908bafbf683c4b289bff7ea384
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Thursday, January 18, 2007 Y
Hell ! NOOOO !!! I just broke my specs while trying to clean it ... ... Oh my goodness ! have to wear contact lenses to school tomorrow. I don't want T_T
Why did it break in a time like this ?
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007 Y
We had our first PE lesson today at MI ( because we pon tang during the first time ) Our Pe teacher was a female one so it was not to demanding. We only had to run 1 round the stadium, so warm-up exercises and 20 crunches. The pe lesson ended very quickly. Then Iris and me went up to the second floor toilet to change into uniform. After changing, we went back to 1st floor. We walked and walked and we passed by the toilet. Iris suggested that we go toilet again.
We met Sijia in the toilet and she was pressing down the sink (to hold herself as she looks weak and pale) Then we felt something was wrong. She was not feeling well ! This was because they did 5 rounds of stadium and a lot of work out. She vomited out water. Not knowing how to reduce her pain, I took out my sweet and water to standby. Found out that she did not have any breakfast. Made Iris and me very worried. But she is alright now. So the next time Iris suggest going to the toilet, I will not disagree.
After school, we (Sijia, Iris, Xinying, Cheryl and me) went Ikea to have our lunch. On the way there, we played "lian zi you xi" . Upon reaching the food court we decided to order meatballs since it's the most famous and delicious (Iris said so) dish. However, I did not know that Xinying don't eat beef. In the end, she bought some fired popiah to eat. I felt so so bad because I knew Xinying since sec 2 and I don't even know she don't eat beef. It hard to put that kinda feeling into words. My heart just hurts. We walk around Ikea and went Courts later.
We sent Sijia, who lived in Woodlands to the bus stop opposite and waited for her bus to arrived.
Next we crossed the road and took bus 168 home. Upon reaching home, I messaged Xinying to say I am sorry. She then told me that it is not my fault as I don't know about it and told me not to worry. Although i felt better, I am still guilty. Sorry Xinying.
-Sometimes, we say how bad people are treating others but we did not realise that we are just one of them.
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Tuesday, January 16, 2007 Y
Today while I was on the bus travelling back home from mi, I looked up at the beautiful sky. No matter how tired I was I smiled. Maybe because the sun made my eyes squint and I just can't help but smile. The sky just gives me the energy to carry on with my life. What Aya said was right.
When I fall down, I will always look up to the sky because it makes me feel that I'm still alive. - Quote from 1 Litre of Tears Aya Ikeulchi
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Sunday, January 14, 2007 Y
Schooling in mi these days is not bad afterall. I get to make new friends and learn new stuffs. Hope i can tahan for the next couple of weeks. The facilities at mi is all new so i feel very fortunate and honoured to be able to use them. Come to think of new facilities reminded me of the money we collected for PRSS for its renovation. I really hope the principal make good use of the money we donated to the school. Although it is sad that we don't get to use the new school building, I believe the future generation will treasure it. Must remember how iI beggeed my relatives to donate for the jogathon card. Luckily, they very nice and everyone at least helped me with $2.
I AM STILL MISSING PRSS AND EVERYONE !
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Sunday, January 07, 2007 Y
Everything seems so surreal... Are you sure it's 2007 ?
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