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Tuesday, May 29, 2007 Y

Life is indeed a vicious cycle. The moment you decide to pick your feet up, you will be hit back down again. Then you struggle to get back up. When you see the light and at the end of the tunnel, you will be pulled back again. Only those who continue to get up and fall down will survive. Those who don't will be pulled further and further away from the light until your turns into completely darkness. Ironically, those who hit you down sometimes might be the person that motivates you to get up again. Then hits you down again.

At that instance when I closed my eyes, I began to hear eveything they said. Though I was lying down, closing my eyes and facing the sky, tears just started to flow out endlessly. I asked myself why. But no answers came ... ...
Maybe you had no idea how much I was hurt when you said that. Maybe you didn't mean it. Maybe you just said what's in your mind. Maybe there's just too much maybe.

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Thursday, May 24, 2007 Y

The longest and most stressing day ended. With chemistry test, physics faculty test, maths faculty test and GP presentation. I have a feeling that I am going to flop my physics test cause I wrote nonsense. Maths could not finish the paper, left with question 4 part IV. GP presentation was not bad and my hands did not shiver. Mr New asked me a question I could not answer as my information was not really well supported. Overall, my group did well for our Mass Media project! Holidays are coming. Tomorrow we are going to the navy open house. Saturday need to woek with Jacqueline to contact the interviewees for PW. Sunday will be the Town Council Day. Next monday and tuesday having CO camp. Wednesday choir having concert.

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007 Y

I decided that I don't wanna be an emo kid anymore; always look on the bright side of life. :)

Today during GP lecture we had a debate session by our school mates and external speakers. I do not really like debates because I dislike to see people quarrelling even if it is formally. However, overall the speakers were very confident and speaks intelligently. I hope that I can do that for my GP presentation on thursday too. Talking about thursday, that reminds me of the 3 tests we are having and my GP presentation. So many things are going to happen on thursday. It is like the climax day before our June holidays come. Jc life is really very "happening" with all those tests and projects. Just realise that I haven't at all have a chance to eat lunch in TM with my friends. I am always having lunch in school due to CO or lessons ending late.

My class is having bbq on the 28th of may. I cannot attend cause of CO camp. I have never went for any class outing as it always clashes with CO. Tomorrow have to leave lessons earlier to go to NYJC for the presentation concert rehearsal.

Have to contact the PW interviewees by this week too as my group will be carrying out all the surveys and interviews during the first week of holidays. Hope we can finish PW soon. Meanwhile, I will study hard for all the tests. I wanna pass with good grades!

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007 Y

I am beginning to ask myself, am I suppose to be in where I am now?No matter what, I cannot seem to find the place that I belong to, whether it is CO or in class. I seem to be more insignificant and less important. I miss the good old days.

Can you feel the emptiness?

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Saturday, May 12, 2007 Y

SYF's over. TPJCCO got silver award. Although it not what most of us wanted, we are still glad that we are able to maintain our standard. Some schools are not suppose to get what they get and some schools are suppose to get something better. This year's judging is a little weird. TPJC's performing arts Choir, Band and CO all got silver award.

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007 Y

Although not everyone remembered my birthday, I still want to say thank you to those who did. Thanks Lee Lian, Shimin and Iris for the nice present. Thanks Lee Lian, Keyang and Meizhen for the wonderful minicake. Thanks to my class girls for wishing me happy birthday. Thanks to CO mates, for singing birthday song for me, who knew today was my birthday before we went home though most of them had left. Thanks Sijia, Haimei, Yvonne, Wendy junior, Xiao Yin, Lee Lian, Keyang, Meizhen, Shauna and Yuye for the birthday message. Thanks Jessy, Xiaoli Jie, Jolinne, Kaki, Justina Jie, Sijia and Jie for the comments at friendster. Time to grow up and be responsible.

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007 Y

Papa suggested that the family shall go out to eat to celebrate my birthday before he went to work. After much consideration that papa, mum and ahma do not eat jap food, we decided to go Fish & Co. We were one of the frist customers as they only start their business at 11.30am. Then we ordered 1/2 dozen oyster, seafood platter for 2, new york's fish and chips, fish and chips, and Baked salmon. But sadly due the seasonal change there is no oyster available. The servings were huge so we ate till bloated.

Flashback: When papa used to have car, every year during labour we would go to Malaysia's big shopping mall, Holiday Inn, to eat, celebrate my birthday and shop. Though now he cannot do so, I am still touched and happy that he bothered to bring us to eat. Last year, he also brought the family to " The cafe cartel".

"I love my family."

Just found that ahma can make really nice and delicious chicken chops.

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